Wow. This is just amazing this is so helpful and inspiring. It resonates with my entire experience right at this period of time. I’ve been scattered in all directions, for sure, which is evident in that it’s taken a hospital bed to provide time for me to listen to this, and clearly as you say, that scattering is what I need to avoid and has made me unwell.
You are exactly right, that I feel its time to achieve something new, I’ve had the last period and it’s been good, it’s provided me with knowledge and tools to move on to greater or different things and focus on a passion and it’s time to do that now.
I have a very strong driver that my work, should enable me to spend more time with my family, i wonder of there’s any insight on that motivation.
I feel very much that when I achieve focus, this is where I find satisfaction and success. I must do that now.